Some-awkward-post
Bismillah.
Setelah sekian lama. Setahun yang lalu? Ok to be exact. Lebih kurang lapan bulan. I left this blog un-updated. Sebab busy? Or maybe malas. Herhe
It was nothing tho. Too busy doing things right in life. Hm. And, you know bila ada masa nk menulis, ada je la kekangan masalah gangguan segala jenis kacauan yg akan jadi. Like rn 29 Mei 2018 jam 11.47 malam, tengah taip post ni and wifi kejap ada kejap tak. Entah bila boleh update post ni pun i taktau lah you.
Time flies.
So fast that you dont realize how much you wasted it.
Ahah. Dah, dua tahun degree. Esok lusa minggu selepas minggu akan datang, dah masuk tahun tiga. Dah dapat junior baru lagi. Makin tua lah ye? Lepasni dah tak masuk kuliah dah. Masuk kelas pulak. Fuh debor beb.
Life's been hard for me these days. Ingatkan peribahasa 'susah-susah dahulu, senang-senang kemudian' tu akan apply kt semua. Like it was implement in your life utk ada mindset cmtu kan. Masa kecik cam susah-susah pastu bila dah besar berjaya, cemtu eh? Bukan aku tak bersyukur dgn hidup tau. Tapi it was just really hard. To face all this along. And dia rasa mcm, susah susah selamanya? Heh.
Idk ppl. It's just me and all these hard feelings won't go away--
At the age of 20 smtg, conflict tu mcm makanan harian lah kan. But fr me, this is way too much to handle. Ni bukan konflik kecil-kecilan ke cornflake ke ni dah tornado dah dalam hidup aku. Nasib tak meletup je otak memikirkan masala hidup ni.
Hidup ni memang penuh masalah kan. So, lebih baik mati ke? Haha soalan random. Lol jangan cop ak physco. Not yet diagnosed. Lol again.
For you who maybe accidentally read. Tolong jangan murung. Its just some of my luahan rasa. Adios!
Setelah sekian lama. Setahun yang lalu? Ok to be exact. Lebih kurang lapan bulan. I left this blog un-updated. Sebab busy? Or maybe malas. Herhe
It was nothing tho. Too busy doing things right in life. Hm. And, you know bila ada masa nk menulis, ada je la kekangan masalah gangguan segala jenis kacauan yg akan jadi. Like rn 29 Mei 2018 jam 11.47 malam, tengah taip post ni and wifi kejap ada kejap tak. Entah bila boleh update post ni pun i taktau lah you.
Time flies.
So fast that you dont realize how much you wasted it.
Ahah. Dah, dua tahun degree. Esok lusa minggu selepas minggu akan datang, dah masuk tahun tiga. Dah dapat junior baru lagi. Makin tua lah ye? Lepasni dah tak masuk kuliah dah. Masuk kelas pulak. Fuh debor beb.
Life's been hard for me these days. Ingatkan peribahasa 'susah-susah dahulu, senang-senang kemudian' tu akan apply kt semua. Like it was implement in your life utk ada mindset cmtu kan. Masa kecik cam susah-susah pastu bila dah besar berjaya, cemtu eh? Bukan aku tak bersyukur dgn hidup tau. Tapi it was just really hard. To face all this along. And dia rasa mcm, susah susah selamanya? Heh.
Idk ppl. It's just me and all these hard feelings won't go away--
At the age of 20 smtg, conflict tu mcm makanan harian lah kan. But fr me, this is way too much to handle. Ni bukan konflik kecil-kecilan ke cornflake ke ni dah tornado dah dalam hidup aku. Nasib tak meletup je otak memikirkan masala hidup ni.
Hidup ni memang penuh masalah kan. So, lebih baik mati ke? Haha soalan random. Lol jangan cop ak physco. Not yet diagnosed. Lol again.
For you who maybe accidentally read. Tolong jangan murung. Its just some of my luahan rasa. Adios!
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